Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Long Day

Well there really isn't anything new going on at the moment. Dennis is still in pre-deployment mode, I am still in semi-freak out mode, and the weather is solidly in "I can't make up my mind" mode. After two and a half weeks of warm, rain filled days, its back to winter. I haven't been outside yet today, so I have no idea if the snow is wet or dry. It is sticking, so I guess that's something. The end of this week is looking so busy, it isn't fun!

The guys are still in major pre-deployment mode. Dennis hasn't been home to see Kaylin before bed during the week in days. I'm just so ready for him to go, but at the same time I don't want him to leave! Ugh, I hate the feeling. When he isn't home and can't be, it really isn't that big of a deal. Its when he isn't home and can be that I have trouble. Even though he "can't" be home because its work, still. I guess its one of the "joys" of military life.

I am in semi-freak out mode still. I can't bring myself not to get frustrated when he gets home late. I know its not his fault, but its just one of those things. I hate that he can't enjoy himself and that he hates work. I know its also just one of those things but its still hard to deal with. I dunno maybe I'm just still scared or something. *shrug* I'm trying to be strong but I know I can only do this for so long.

And now the weather is back to snowing again. WTF!!!

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